playing in the game
1995-RJC
Their seems to be an untold story,
of lies and hiding the truth.
I remember when I wrote this story I was hiding
in the shadow of youth.
I can’t tell you why we do it,
but it always seems the same.
If I am not living life to live,
then I am playing in the game.
The ball is hard and crucial,
and sometimes it takes your all.
The lies are deadly and tiresome,
when you are standing beware of the fall.
But if you play just pure and simple,
trying to win at the chances that you take,
then look out to the future,
If it’s not theirs’ then it’s your heart to brake.
I wish I knew of some way to tell you,
that my thoughts come out of love.
But you are to busy with your playing,
that when you are down there is no above.
If I use the ball to my advantage,
then I will not make the same mistakes.
I will through it at your innocence.
So it is not mine,
but your heart that brakes.
I am sorry about this story,
and how it has to end.
But the truth was never made for glory,
because now I am not even your friend.
I wish that we could be honest,
and tell the simple truth.
If we could only hide the lies that we learned ,
in the innocence of our youth.